Now, where should I start this of…OK…today I have a story to tell, Once there was a guy, from his birth he was very emotional and touchy. Since his childhood he has been in a loosing streak, right at the child his father went far away for his job. During this period his mother was with him but he was still used to miss his father. But, then the time arrived when his father came and they were preparing for a journey, yes his father was taking them with him to the new place which he had never seen. He was very excited.

It was very smooth even at the moment of journey, but the real pain struck him he found himself alone in the new place. It was a pain that struck him for the first time in his life……

The next stage of his life, he started going to the school at new place. There he was being made fun of by some other students around him at this new school……he started missing his old school…..again the pain struck. He was about to settle down at this place and this new fate of his, when one day, his father came and told that they have to move to a new place. Again a journey……again a new place… again the same old pain. He was missing the earlier place and the school which he had left. So, he landed at a new school again, but even before he could even settle down he was pulled out that school and was put in another bigger school…and there came the pain again. Time started flowing and he was living his life as it was led by his fortune till he passed out his class 10^th board exams……

Class 11^th…on third day he had a crush on a gal and it again become the reason for his pain. That girl ignored him till he passed out his class 12^th. But as and when he got in to the college he forgot about the girl and he understood that it was only an infatuation. Then came his college days, after end of first year he started liking a girl, but he came to know that the girl is in love with his best friend in the college……who was heart broken from another girl in his life. Then, it was on him to make the decision…and he made the decision and convinced both the girl and his friend to go around with each other…much to his hidden pain, which became his lifelong friend or you can say his destiny…And, he was laughing through it was what everyone knew. But from inside he knew how much broken he was……

Then, he started his job life with his pain in his heart. There after a year he came close to a girl, and after a year he thought that this girl is made for him and he proposed that girl……but the fate always had pain in store for him. The girl stopped talking to him after three days, and he was again in his very own “pain”. A year passed by……with his very own pain and the tears filled to the brim in his inner core, which he has accepted that it cannot leave him until he dies. So, with the following lines from the Linkin Park’s he is still living……might be waiting for his death…

“I’ve faced myself
To cross out what I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I’ve done”